• Dear Sam •

you deserve to

G o_t o_J A I L .

Bastard.

• What A Shame, Rolling Stone •

Even more dissapointing than the cover (which uses an old photograph back from 2004), is the article accompanied by it.

I haven't read all of it since there is only an excerpt available on their website-- but, from what I have read so far, the article is trash.

Unfortunately, Rolling Stone has resorted to showing off a completely out-of-it Britney in a scenaro where she is shopping and getting pissed at the chaos surrounding her. The quotes they used in the article are supposedly from the singer herself-- a woman cursing up a storm of bad words towards people in the store and others who tried to get a picture with her.

I don't know what the rest of the article shows, but I hope they're not too harsh on her. After all, she is a woman in trouble. She just went through a divorce. Lost custody of her kids. Is at odds with her family. She's suffering from a proven case of severe bipolar disorder & is probably going through postpartum depression. She's going through countless legal battles in court. She's now in the hospital for treatment on her bipolarity. And I can't possibly imagine how lonely she's feeling at this point in her life.

I'm not trying to defend her actions or countless mistakes made in front of the cameras; I'm just begging people to understand her situation.

I know not everyone will. And that's okay. I'll still keep trying because I believe there's a little good in everyone.

We need to find it in ourselves if we're to see it in others. And, as silly as I may sound, I see it in Britney.

- Kyle -

• Sam Lufti - A Mastermind Deceiver •

I, Lynne Spears, declare:

I am the mother of Britney Spears (“Britney”)., who is the subject of this action. I have personal knowledge of each of the facts set forth in this Declaration, and can testify completely thereto, except as this matters stated on information and belief, and as to such matters I believe them to be true.

This past Monday night (Jan. 28), Britney’s father, Jamie, and I (in separate cars) went to Britney’s house in Beverly Hills because we had heard news reports that Britney had just been in a big fight with Sam Lufti aka Sam Lufti (“sam”), the man who has inserted himself into my daughter’s life, home and finances, and that she was crying. We were very concerned about her safety. We arrived at the Summit Community gatehouse in BHPO at approximately 10 p.m. I was with my friend Jackie.

The guards at the gatehouse stopped us there for awhile. Jackie, Jamie and I finally proceeded to Britney’s house and entered it. We were able to enter the house because it was not locked. Britney does not lock her doors and currently there are no security guards around her residence. Britney was not home. We found Sam, and sam said as we walked in the door that Britney only wanted me to come to the house, and that she was afraid to see her dad.

Two or three paparazzi came into the house and entered the kitchen. They greeted Sam. The paparazzi then reported to Sam where Britney currently was. From the conversation between Sam and the paparazzi I determined that sam had given Felipe (another paparazzi) one of Britney’s cars to get her out of the house when he heard that Jamie and I were on our way to see Britney. I also understood from the conversation that Sam disabled all of Britney's cars. (she has several at her residence.)

Sam had told Britney that Jamie and I were coming to the house to do an intervention, and that Britney panicked and took off with Felipe. Another man named Chad Hardcastle was in the house.

I also heard the evening that Britney’s and Sam’s fight that evening, Sam had told Britney that she was an unfit mother, a piece of trash and a whore, that she cares more about Adnan, her current boyfriend, than she cares about her kids, and that she does not deserve her kids.

The paparazzi reported to Sam and addressed him with great respect. They treated him like a general. He instructed them to get her back to the house. They later told Sam that Britney was on her way back.

Britney then came back to the house with Adnan, who is also a paparazzi. Sam then told Jackie that we needed to do whatever he tells us. I objected. He then told me, “I’m the one who spends 24/7 with your daughter. I sleep in cars outside her house so she can’t leave.” Sam then said, “You people throw everyone under the bus, if you don’t listen to me I’m going to make your name sh** in the papers.”

As I looked around the kitchen, I noticed that in the middle of the kitchen table there was a large car battery. At some point during the evening I learned that the car battery was there so Sam could charge his cell phone. Although Britney has several cell phones, he told us that he had disposed of all of the phone chargers and had made the house phones unworkable.

Sam told Jackie and me to tell Adnan to leave Britney alone and to get the F*** out of the house. Jackie refused. Sam then said to tell Britney that Adnan is gay. Adnan stayed at the house a little longer. Sam quietly said something to Adnan and Adnan promptly left the house.

Britney came into the room looking for Adnan. Sam told her that Adnan was in the bathroom. Britney then asked me, “Is Adnan gay?” While Britney was out of earshot, Sam told Jackie and me that we should pretend that Adnan was in the bathroom so Britney wouldn’t leave.

Britney then became very agitated and could not stop moving. She cleaned the house. She changed her clothes many times. She also changed her three dogs’ clothes many times. Britney spoke to me in a tone and with the level of understanding of a very young girl. Britney then picked up a bottle of pill sand read part of the label and asked us, “What does insomnia mean?” Sam told her that the pills will help her stay awake.

Sam told Jackie and me that he grinds up Britney’s pills, which were on the counter and included Risperdol and Seroquel. He told us that he puts them in her food that that was the reason she had been quiet for the last three days (she had been sleeping.) He told us that the doctor who is treating her now is trying to get her into a sleep-induced coma so that they could then give her drugs to heal her brain.

Sam then encouraged us to sit down on a sofa and do “tequila shots.” Jackie and I said we did not want to. Britney seemed to follow our lead. Sam then got some wine out and said, “Let’s all do toasts with wine.” Britney said that she didn’t want to, she wanted a pretty glass. Sam found a glass with a stem and poured wine for Britney when we were not looking. Britney refused to drink her wine and asked to drink mine.

Shortly afterward, Sam went back into the kitchen and was standing behind a raised bar so that we could not see what his hands were doing on the counter. Sam then said to Britney, “let’s go upstairs,” and Britney followed him. Britney had calmed down by the time she went upstairs.

A little while later, Britney came downstairs. She seemed agitated again and told us that she wanted to go to Rite Aid for lipsticks. It was now past midnight. Jackie and I said we would take her. Sam told us that he wanted to follow us in his car. We told him that he shouldn’t because the paparazzi were in front of the neighbor’s house and would harass us. As were were about to drive off, Sam jumped into the bask seat of the car. The paparazzi followed. Sam and I were sitting in the back seat, with Chad as well. He told me that he gave Britney something (when they were upstairs) to make her more light-hearted, happy, and fun. We entered Rite Aid and Britney chose her lipstick. The manager said it is dangerous out there, which it was. When Britney gave the cashier her credit card, the cashier told her it was not working. I paid for the lipstick and the manager told us we could leave through the side door so no one could see us. Sam insisted we leave through the front door and he put his arms around Britney and me for the paparazzi to take photos. I disengaged as quickly as I could.

Sam told me,"You’d better learn that I control everything. I control Howard Grossman, Britney’s business manger. I control her attorney's and the security guards at the gate. They don’t listen to Britney, they listen to me. That’s why Jamie was gone tonight.”At another point in the evening, Sam bragged to me that he is the one who receives Britney's checks and that one of them was for me. I told Sam that I hadn't gotten any checks from Britney. Sam then told me that they are in his car. He told me that if he weren't in the house to give Britney her medicine, she would kill herself. Then he said to me "If you try to get rid of me, she'll be dead and I'll piss on her grave."

He then proclaimed that he has been in the family for a year and that he had one nothing but good for Britney. At this point, it was two or three in the morning. Britney was meandering around the house. She would let me hug her, but she was out of it.

At one point during the night, Sam was screaming at me and Britney said to me, “Sam treats me like that.” Then she picked up the house phone and said, “Look at the phone, it doesn’t work.” Sam then blamed the dead phone on Britney. Jackie spoke up and said to Sam, “You said you cut down the phone wire.”

Britney then said again at some point during the night, “When do I get to see my babies?” Sam answered, “Wednesday. “ Britney then said, “What do I have to do to see them?” Sam responded, “Take the pills I tell you to take.” Britney said, “I don’t like the pills and I don’t like the psychiatrist. Can’t I see another psychiatrist so I can see my babies?” Sam responded, “If I told you to take 10 pills a day, you should do what I tell you to see your babies.” Jackie then said, “Britney, your parents can help you find a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist needs to get to know you to give you the right medicine.” Sam then raised his voice and said, “Why don’t you get back with Kevin.”

Britney then said, “I’ll do anything to get them back.”At some point during the evening, Sam said that Britney decided that he should be her manager.Adnan has called me and told me he’s worried about Britney. He told me that Sam hides the phones and tells her he has lost them. He also hides her dog, London. She looks for him all over the house crying and then Sam brings the dog from the hiding place and acts like her savior.While we were at Rite Aid, Britney went in and out of her British accent.

At 4 a.m., I was exhausted and wanted to leave. Sam blocked my car so I could not leave. I threatened to call Jamie on the phone.

Britney said, “I want my Daddy up here. I want to talk to my Daddy.” I reached Jamie on the phone and gave the phone to Britney. I heard her tell him that she wanted to see him. He said, “right now baby?” and she said, “no.” He said, “10:00 in the morning?” and she said, “no, noon.”I spent the rest of the night at Britney’s house and for the first time in a very long time, when I lay down to sleep, I felt very agitated. I could not fall asleep at all. I felt like I had had coffee. Jackie, who had gone home earlier, later told me that she also could not sleep at all, and felt like she had had coffee.

Jamie came to pick me up the next morning. Jamie gave Britney a big hug and said to her, “baby, you’re OK?” Britney said, “I’m fine,” then burst into tears.“To my knowledge, Britney never went to sleep that night and was very agitated for most of the night.

Sam and Chad, however, slept in the “smoking room,” a small room downstairs on the first floor of the house.

Later the next day, on January 29, Jackie showed me a text message she had received from Sam: “Thanks for telling Jamie all your bulls**t. He just hit me. Now you guys did your deed. Much accomplished. Good job."

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I did not see Britney again until I arrived at her house on Wednesday night after Sam called me and told me to come to the house. When we arrived, Britney seemed subdued. The police arrived and took her to the Neuro Psychiatric Institute at UCLA (“NPI”). While at NPI, I learned that Britney informed her doctor, Lee Sadja, MD, that she had also taken Aderol.

I declare under penalty of perjury under the laws of the State of California that the foregoing is true and correct.

Executed on January 31, 2008 at Los Angeles, California.

Main Sources: TMZ, Perez Hilton

I don't even know what to say.

I'm speechless.

• She's Staying •

For the 14 day treatment. Thank Goodness.

I hope she understands that this is for the best.

Maybe being away from all the madness for two weeks will calm her down a bit.

What do you guys think? Yes? No?

• I'm Sorry Jordan, But-- •

I have to completely agree with everyone

leaving you comments on your site.

I am so for Team Spears Family.

Sam Lufti? Ehh.

I just don't understand your reasoning.

• Please Stay •

Britney.

D o n ' t L e a v e.

Please stay for the 14 day treatment.

Please. Please. Please. Please.

Please. Please. Please. Please.

Please. Please. Please. Please.

• January Poll Closed •

a) ..She's fat. b) ..She's a habitual drug user. c) ..She's a bad mother. d) ..She's not really an artist. e) All of the Above.

You all have overwhelmingly voted for the answer, "All of the above." And, I couldn't agree more. A new poll will be up shortly.

Thanks for everyone who voted! It was a total of 50 votes. It might not sound like a lot, but I was definitely surprised and very appreciative. It's the highest number I've ever received on the site.

Keep on voting!

• Back To The Music •

The amazing team at Break The Ice has set up a worldwide download day for what seems to be Blackout's official third single, 'Break The Ice.'

Don't forget to download your copy on February 3rd, 2008 before 11:45pm!

With all the drama flying around, people seem to forget about how long she's been in the music business & what she brings to the table. Let's show people that there is still more to Britney than what is printed on the tabloids.

Have a safe weekend.

- Kyle -
Thanks for the Email, Tom.

• She's Being Treated •

By Professionals--Doctors-- The Best.
And Word is.. Everything is considerably better.

They are taking care of her.

& That whole suicide thing-- a big lie.

That's great to hear & That's all you should know. She needs to stay put for a while. Spend some time with her family & people who are genuinely concerned about her well-being. Be strong Brit.

With every ounce in me, I still have hope for you.

- Kyle -

• P R A Y.. •

..for everything to go alright.
I can't even begin to describe the feeling I'd have if anything went wrong.

(For those who don't know) Reports are in that police are at Britney's home again along with Lynne Spears rushing over to the scene due to an emergency call. There are sources saying that Britney supposedly tried to commit suicide. But, the full story is still yet unclear. Lynne later on mentioned to x17 that "Britney is fine."

I truly hope so......

:[

• She's Receiving Help •

TMZ is reporting:

If you think Britney Spears doesn't give a crap about getting help for her condition, think again.

Multiple sources tell TMZ Britney has seen numerous doctors. We know that she's seen a new psychiatrist who has come to her home every day this week and that she's on medication to treat her bipolar disease. We also know doctors have indeed concluded she suffers from bipolarity.

Britney has seen doctors who have been referred by other doctors, plus doctors who have been referred by celebrities Britney knows, and doctors referred by her lawyers, family and friends. We're told the process has been excruciating for her, partly because her disease is severe.

Sources tell slightly different stories about the efficacy of the medication. A friend says when Britney takes her medicine she is like "a different person -- normal and sweet." But she takes her meds for a while and then feels as if she can live without it -- so she stops taking them -- and her condition quickly deteriorates. But a professional tells TMZ flatly, "The medication just isn't working."

That same professional tells TMZ, "She's really trying. Whether it works -- we'll have to see." That person also says it's extremely frustrating when the media shows video of Britney out on the town acting crazy, adding, "She has a disease. Sometimes when you see her she's in the middle of an episode. It's like mocking someone with Down syndrome."

Source: TMZ

Something tells me that, even with this article --which clearly explains everything and is coming from TMZ of all places-- people still won't listen or understand.

They'll still call her out of control, a drug-user, an alcoholic, a bad mother-- when in fact, none of those things apply to her. She's tested completely clean of any substances so many times. I applaud TMZ for posting this article. I absolutely hate them, but-- the best kind of support comes from the people you least expect it from.

I am so absolutely glad she's trying. Keep it up, Brit.

- Kyle

• R E L I E F -- At Least, For Now •

Britney is with her Mother, Lynne Spears.

I'm glad to see her by her side.

Photo Source: WENN.com

• Livin' Legend, You Could Look But DON'T Touch •

Let's concentrate on something else for a brief moment. Britney's profession, anyone?

Strong rumor has it that..

'Hot As Ice'

is the third single.

I was hoping Radar would be the next single-- but, there's still room for other singles this year. So, It's alright. I got used to Hot As Ice. Very catchy. Can't wait for the video!

• Update On Current Situation •

Plenty of sources are saying that Britney is with her parents at the moment.

Let's pray for the best.

UPDATE: Just as I typed "Let's pray for the best", guess what happens? Reports are now in that she has left the house again with that enabling bastard. Just GREAT.

• ...Why? •

:[

Source: x17

• More.. Drama •

X17 is reporting that the cops (once again) are at Britney's house. Why? Cause Brit denied the user / enabler's ass from entering her gated community: "Britney's Beverly Hills home are that her paparazzi "boyfriend" Adnan Ghalib was attempting to enter Brit's private, gated neighborhood and he was denied when the guard called her home!!!

At 5:43 pm, Britney went to the gate of her community, crying with her dog in her arms. Adnan came to the gate, tried to go in, and was denied.

Police were called; they are now at the scene; there's a police copter in the sky. They're looking for Adnan in his silver Mercedes SL.

The cops are checking the ID of all cars that pass her neighborhood."

Stay tuned...

Word is Britney went to Ralph's alone shortly after for some grocery shopping.

Source: Article - Breathe Heavy

Copters? Really, is that all necessary??

Anyways... In the midst of all this madness, I really do hope everything is fine. I just wish all of this would end! I'm hate seeing her so sad and alone.

Lynne? Where are you already?

UPDATE from Breathe Heavy: Apparently there has been an alleged argument between Sam and Britney herself. After the whole scene at her home, Britney was photographed leaving Ralph's with with Felipe, another paparazzo who has been seen around before.

I don't know what to think. [-_-]

• Go Screw Yourself, Blender •

When I first saw this, I suspected right away that it was a real cover with a fake photograph being published. Looking in closer, as you can see on a larger image on BreatheHeavy.com, the bottom left-hand corner reads:

"This cover image is a composite photo. Britney did not pose for the picture. That, sadly is not her body."

I would have never guessed that a such well-established magazine like Blender would ever put this out on stands. I am not even going to comment on the article included.

It looks like everyone's trying to cash in on Britney.

Show me I'm wrong, Rolling Stone. Please do so.

- Kyle

• Worse Than Low •

Perez's Britney Bashing Hits New Lows

Perez Hilton hit a new low this morning (Saturday, January 26, 2008), and that's saying something. The Internet rumor mogul posted a Valentine to sadly departed Heath Ledger that unduly heaped venom on Britney Spears by asking, "Why couldn't it be Britney?"

This is so gross we're not even gonna give him a courtesy link.

Mocking easy-target celebs is one thing, but wishing them dead is quite another. Shame on you, man.

E! Online

Not cool. It's very sad to see people using the word death so easily. Like it's some sort of joke. It's disgusting. It's not a joke-- at all. Losing someone is the most painful experience any of us will ever have in this world. Perez and those who have his same mindset should all grow up and stop treating Britney's life as if it were a meaningless game.

And people think Britney's the 'sick one'.

..Right.

- Kyle

• Lynne, On The Way? •

Here is Lynne Spears pictured arriving at LAX today. I pray she's here to patch things up with Britney. This is way long-overdue.

Small steps, people-- small steps. Let's hope for the best..

• She's Turning Things Around •

X17 XCLUSIVE - BRITNEY VISITS PSYCHIATRIST!

X17online can report exclusively, that Britney Spears visited psychiatrist Deborah Nadel's Santa Monica home for about an hour on Friday. We suspect this is part of the court's mandate that Britney submit to psychological evaluation before the court will consider granting even partial custody to the star.

Will Britney agree to the court's forced psychological evaluations or will this be a one-time thing? And will Britney get the help she needs?

Source: X17

• Beautiful - New Outtakes From Dani Brubaker •

I'm pretty sure these are part of the pictures that were released without permission by Britney herself-- but man, I can't help it! She looks so mature and mysterious; BEAUTIFUL, really. Very opposite from all the wannabe Britney's of today's world.

Man those eyes are piercing! They're so honest and sincere. Nothing to hide.

- Kyle

Thanks BTI!

• Slow News Week •

Again, Lack of Updates. Ehh. I know. There have been plenty of articles online in the past week about Britney--

But you know, it's all the usual. She's shopping at Petco, visiting gas stations, going to the gym (that's actually something new as of late), court hearings, driving around west hollywood, speaking in her many accents, etc. Nothing wrong with those days-- It's just something that holds no significance for me to post.

Besides, there are already amazing updated sites for you guys.

In terms of important news, a couple of things come to mind. (1) Sam Lufti was deposed--questioned by K-fed's legal team regarding his relationship with the pop star. (2) Britney is still in some legal trouble over her driving without a valid license issue. (3) Blackout has won "Best International Album of the Year" at the NRJ Music Awards in Frace which is basically the European Grammys.

Other great news, singles Piece of Me and Gimme More are still selling very well individually and Piece of Me has passed the 13 Million mark for views on Youtube.

PEACE, I have to bounce!

- Kyle

Sources for small facts in this article: Break The Ice, Britney Spears Blackout

• I don't understand •

Britney showed up to court today.
and reportedly left before it began.

Visitation rights stay the same.

S I G H.

Another wasted day she could've used to her advantage.

• WHO? •

I never took the time to actually learn his name.
Would've been a waste of my brain cells.

I'm glad he's out of Britney's life. And it's only his fault that his wife's divorcing him.

The fool.

UPDATE: He's still with her! BOOO!
Guess I'm the fool. [-_-]

• BRITNEY SHOWS UP TO HER DEPOSITION! •

A little after 10:30am, Britney Spears actually showed up to her deposition. According to BTI, she has been there for over 2 hours now.

Finally some GREAT NEWS! Good on you, Britney. I'm absolutely thrilled that you showed up.